I had a dream the world ended last night. He wasn’t there, but still, I was surrounded by family and a love realized too late (that’s a…… Read more “the end of the world is a sunset”
wedding bells
this was so much easier when there was an end in sight. it’s so much better to love when that love has a deadline. some days I…… Read more “wedding bells”
guilt
I cannot trust anyone with my true feelings. They are used as a future retaliation, a rusted knife in the wound; somehow they offend in situations where…… Read more “guilt”
whispered thoughts
i wish i was happy with you
๐
๐โ ๐ฆ๐๐ข โ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐ ๐ก๐๐โ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ก (๐ฆ๐๐ข ๐ค๐๐ข๐๐๐’๐ก โ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ค๐๐ฆ) ๐๐๐ ๐ โ๐ ๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐โ๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ โ๐…… Read more “๐”
๐ ๐๐๐’๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐?
๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐? ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐’๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐? ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐’๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐…… Read more “๐ ๐๐๐’๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐?”
lonely
empty bar, frosty (terrible) wine i miss you but you wouldn’t come and now the snow is falling
crisis
I’m grieving, I’ve learned to start identifying my emotions and this is Grief. I’m grieving for all this virus has stolen from me, I’m grieving for the…… Read more “crisis”
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I remember when I used to write poetry and it was beautiful. Now the words drop like lead from my pen and leave a mess of cliches…… Read more “…”
unwanted memories
tonight I was in your arms but I was in his bed and I’d forgotten his breathing, his sleepy smile, the fairy lights draped across the wall…… Read more “unwanted memories”